As you know I have not been working {full-time} since we relocated to Corpus. It's been about 8 months, and I've spent that time trying to figure out God's plan for me.
My plan was to get married, work as a child life specialist for 3-5 years, stay home once we had kids, and then work again when they were in school.
Well, you can see how that turned out.
So like I said, instead of me coming up with a new plan I've been trying to figure out what His plan for me us is.
And then this week I started thinking.
Maybe this is the plan?
Maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be? Maybe I'm doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing?
As we started meeting new people {right after the move} I was constantly asked "What do you like to do?" "What are your hobbies?" "What do you enjoy?"
My answer?
"I don't really have hobbies." "I don't really do anything for fun."
Sad, I know.
And just a few months ago we were having dinner with Julian, a guy B works with, and Julian's girlfriend, Michelle. Michelle and I were getting to know each other, and I told her that I was a child life specialist {and of course I loved telling her all about my profession} but that I stay home now and sub when I can. And she, of course, asked "So what do you do for fun?" And out of habbit I said, "Oh I don't really have any hobbies..."
But before I could finish my sentance B jumped in the conversation and said "You do too have hobbies!" I looked at him, wondering what he was talking about. "You run, you do yoga, you cook, you blog..."
And it hit me. I have a whole list of things that I enjoy.
And for someone who has always been too busy stressing or worrying to have fun;
this is an accomplishment.
So that's why I'm starting to see that this is God's plan. For the first time in a long time I'm taking care of me. And I know that {hopefully} when I do get to work as a child life specialist again I'll be even better because of this time. Because when the job gets emotionally tough, I'll have a whole list of outlets, of ways to release those emotions.
So I am at peace.
I know that I'm living out His plan.
And that when the next phase comes along I'll be ready.


